domingo, 7 de abril de 2013

Dreams

It's so weird how i still keep dreaming of the kids every single night.

Today I dreamed of being with Nya and Bella. Bella was playing around and doing her own thing while Nya was around me telling her stories. Nya was always my snugbug. She would always ask to sit in my lap to watch tv. And I always loved having her around.

Nya was always a good company. I remember taking her to the outlet to get new dresses. She was my little best friend always. I could always count in Nya to go to places with me and to say "I love you" when that was what I needed to hear.

Nya is just the sweetest girl on earth and it's just impossible not loving her.

Well, what should I say? Miss my kids to death.

quarta-feira, 3 de abril de 2013

Welcome!

Saying the word "Welcome" always reminds me of Kai. He was 5 and we went to spend some weeks in Florida. He was super excited when we got there. I remember him so little, jumping out of the car, standing right in front of the rental home, with the little arms open, saying to everybody out and loud: "Welcome to my new home!" Cutest thing ever!

I have so many good memories from all the kids. For almost 4 years they were my whole life and even after almost 2 years, it still hurts not being able to see them or to say how much they are special and how much I want them to be happy.

I decided to create a new blog because the old one doesn't match my reality anymore. As everyone else, I moved on and I am trying to give my best on everything I start.

I have been blessed with a wonderful family, old friends that are always there for me, new friends that make my days happier, a dream job that allows me to be better everyday and a husband that does everything he can make me happy.

I couldn't be more thankful for all that God has given me and I believe that someday I will have the chance to see the kids again and make sure that they know how special they are to me and to everyone that passed through their lives :)

Well that's it for today and I'm sorry about any English mistake. It's more than. 00:30 and I am half asleep ;)